Tuesday, July 30, 2013


Happy Tuesday SS4YL!

I would like to share another poem......leave me your thoughts!

Sleepless nights, wondering and longing,
Trying to discover the answers and the reasons for belonging.
Grandma starts me off by introducing me to God,
but instead of 'it' being easy, LIFE seemed hard!
Contradiction arises, I start to question a few things, like if I'm a child of The Creator, why does fear seems attached to my last name?
 Why are there setbacks, chaos in my world?
Why was life so difficult when I was a little girl?
Why did those men and women snatch pieces of my body
those lonely nights with no one beside me?
Where was The Creator when my mom left and my dad was hardly around?
Why is it that I can remember frowns but could barely remember smiles!
Why does doors close one by one?
Why are the schools always calling about my sons?
Why do the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor?
Why when I get my paychecks, I always need more?
 I see the sun shining, but it seems so far away,
then I hear the firmness of my grandmother's voice in my ear saying, "Baby, just pray"!
So I do, but not for one day, weeks, months, turned to years.
The Creator begin to pull me from places here to there!
Books, quotes, people, intuition, fasting, praying, I was on a mission!
 My body fought, but my Soul fought harder!
So many things tried to keep me from my father.
But, then this FORCE that I've never felt before,
 gently guided me to each one of those closed doors.
 And as I opened each I soon discovered why,
so much hardship was placed upon my life!
They, the obstacles were not there to stop me or hurt me
but have me be the person God needed me to be!
I had no time for shame, guilt, nor pride,
and with the help of the Creator, I put all those things behind!
Realizing that this LIFE was never about me,
rather a bigger purpose called, My Destiny!

Peace & Positivity!


Thursday, July 25, 2013

Sipping Tea with The Creator!

Happy Thursday SS4YL!

I am so pumped right now! I have been so open lately, I feel like The Creator and I are sipping tea!

Ever since this past Tuesday I have been on a high, like never before. I am feeling SO good because a lot of things I have secretly asked the Creator for and had questions about, God answered immediately!

So, I feel this Force pushing me to go to my church's summer celebration that we have outside, in the community every third Tuesday during the summer. I invite my entire household to attend and they accept! We get there and here it comes, vibes, negativity, BUT nothing was going to stop God's message this time!

As the fest started, I begin to feel this overwhelming feeling of joy, peace, and safety so I just went with. I'm glad I did! We had a praise fest on Cherry Hill Road that day, the atmosphere was definitely set and it felt wonderful! Towards the end, my Pastor, led by the Holy Spirit, called me to him to 'lay hands on me'! Before I go any further I would like to mention that I am a true believer of the Creator's power, I can feel the vibes and enjoy the flow, The Creator warned me that when my Pastor pulls me out and lay hands on me, I would know that the time has come to fulfill all promises; that is what happened Tuesday, my Pastor called my name!

Everything he told me was going to happen in my life, The Creator had been telling me during our 'sips', but I guess I needed to hear it from another trusted person's mouth so that I could be sure! How awesome! And as if confirming the word was not enough, the church blessed me with a financial blessing not knowing that I had secretly asked God for such right before my family and I were on our way to the celebration!

 I have never asked the church for anything. They have no idea of my financial struggle. They were solely being obedient to Our Creator and for that I will always trust such a place! The next day the Blessings continued to come in! The Creator continues to hear my voice! This journey was not in vain! God hears me through everything and that is what I am grateful for the most! The Creator told me to believe and allow my lower life  to die so that my higher life can live! I am almost there......

Peace & Positivity!


Monday, July 22, 2013

Help.....Life, is trying to tell me something.....AGAIN!

Hey SS4YL,

Happy Monday!

 I am just going to get right to the point, Life has got me scratching my head and grinding my teeth again! I mean I try and try to understand this thing called life, but the more I think I gain the more I think I lose! I get SO amped up on life, feeling good, living free and then BOOM, here comes that dam gray cloud, like 'girllll you better calm down, what you happy fo"! And then, everything turns the opposite!

I try to stay positive! I try to grow! I try to learn! I try to stay present! But, what's a girl to do, when she has tried everything, supported everybody, crossed every T, dotted every I, and still I remain in this same place! I am stuck, BUT as I type I hear a voice saying, that EVERYTHING will be alright! I choose to believe!

Therefore, I will stop the message of madness and end with this.....When Life get us down, instead of bowing down, turn that thing around! Get up, shake it off, engage in worship, sing a song! Do WHATEVER we have to do, to keep us focus so we may pull through!

Peace & Positivity!